Guided Nondual Meditation by Michael Taft
Let’s transfer from doing motion to just a little little bit of vocalizing. Usually we do some both mantras or syllables. Tonight we’ll do the seed syllable of seed syllables, the maha bija of merely “Om.” So chant with me for a couple of minutes and simply chill out. You don’t want your mind to do that. You’ll be able to simply truly decorticate your self and simply sit and chant. Simply let the power come out within the oms and really feel the power within the room.
Superb. Now, let’s do just a bit little bit of setting our ideas apart. So, simply relaxation in pure openness, awake, sitting metaphorically just like the sky. And simply set your ideas apart. You don’t want them proper now. You’ll be able to decide them again up later after the sit, however throughout the sit, we’ll simply take our pondering equipment and simply set it down over right here. You don’t actually need it proper now. Your pondering may be very welcome to proceed chugging alongside. We’re not making an attempt to cease it or management it or make it go away or get some form of silent thoughts or something like that. However, we’re not participating with the thought. This metaphor is from one other century, however you’re simply urgent within the clutch. So the thoughts is simply zooming alongside there nevertheless it’s not engaged in any approach.
Okay. So as soon as we try this, we set the pondering apart, we disengage, then we’re simply resting in pure presence. We’re not misplaced in our ideas. We’re merely sitting in openness, sitting in relaxed, spacious ease. So let’s try this collectively for a couple of minutes. Simply merely, naturally, current. And in the event you preserve chronically re-engaging with the ideas since you’ve bought that behavior, that’s okay. Don’t battle it. Don’t get all wound up about it. Simply set them again down, and are available again to presence—which is strictly what’s there the minute you set them down.
For a few of us, it’s like a bowl of potato chips—they’re simply there, and also you simply gotta preserve participating—crunch. crunch, crunch. However now we’re going to, as an alternative, simply let the bowl of chips simply sit there and never contact it. And as an alternative, simply relaxation awake, relaxed, and open—in what stays after we’re not engaged, which is spacious ease and cognizance. If you wish to, if that’s too open, too unstructured, you’ll be able to simply discover the approaching and going of your breath, that simple rhythm of respiration. However we’re not likely specializing in it. You’re simply noticing it as one thing that’s occurring in presence. So proceed with this again and again, letting go of engagement with thought.
Discover that every time you disengage it, there’s this enjoyable, this letting go—it’s simply coming again to ease and openness. Tune into this openness with every breath, which is what’s at all times there after we’re not participating. Enable your self to simply turn into extra relaxed and simple and open. Letting go of making an attempt to do something or make something occur. Simply rapidly test. Are you misplaced in thought or simply resting in openness? In case you’re misplaced in thought, simply let these go. Open the fist that’s clenching onto the pondering, and simply allow them to fly away and are available again to relaxed openness.
Good. Now, after we’re disengaged with thought, one of many properties is that this pure presence, this openness and ease. However the different one is that we’re awake—consciousness is switched on. The sunshine is on within the room of expertise. So the subsequent factor I invite you to do, to take a look at, is to permit consciousness to pay attention to its personal awakeness. It’s not one thing you’ll be able to level your consideration at, as a result of it’s the factor that’s paying consideration. So it’s not any explicit object. It’s simply the actual fact of the awakeness. So simply discover and affirm your individual awakeness.
Don’t wrestle. That is very simple. Simply chill out. There’s no a part of expertise that you simply’re not awake to by definition. So, it’s simply all of expertise. It’s actually the obvious factor. Each different expertise is a few smaller subset of that. However the awakeness itself is all of expertise, and it’s awake. You might discover an fascinating function. Whenever you tune in to your individual awakeness, it form of will get extra awake. It turns up the dial just a little bit. More often than not we’re form of asleep to our personal awakeness. Paradoxically, we’re kind of not tuning into that. However if you tune into it, it’s actually fairly awake.
Bear in mind, don’t decide up your pondering to do that. Don’t seize the bowl of chips. Simply discover. Simply discover. Now, as we’re noticing our personal awakeness—with out participating thought, with out participating reminiscence, with out participating any course of like that. Simply attempt to discover what’s conscious proper now. Attempt to discover it. It’s not the form of query that we reply utilizing our reminiscence or logic or concepts or ideas. As an alternative, we simply look. Discover what’s conscious of its personal awakeness. Discover it.
There will likely be an inclination in many individuals to say one thing like, effectively, me. Okay. Discover what you imply by me. And then you definitely’ll be like, effectively, my physique. Okay. What? Discover you in your physique. Discover it. Properly, it’s in my head. Okay, discover it. Even in the event you undergo that entire course of, you’ll by no means be capable to discover a factor that’s conscious. Preserve wanting. Don’t consider me. Preserve wanting. There will likely be consciousness. One thing’s conscious, nevertheless it’s not a one thing. What’s it that’s awake proper now to this expertise? Discover it, and simply preserve wanting. And even in the event you, rationally, together with your reminiscence, know, effectively, Michael mentioned I received’t be capable to discover it. Preserve wanting. Preserve wanting. Discover what’s awake.
We mirrored on our personal awakeness. Discover the awakeness. Discover the awake one. Preserve wanting. The place is the factor that’s awake proper now? In case you suppose you discover it—like, there it’s, then simply preserve it. Attempt to get a clearer and clearer view of it. There it’s. I discovered it. The factor that’s awake. After which ask your self, what’s discovering it? What’s it that regarded and located it, as a result of—what’s that second particular person in there?
Good. Now simply come again to resting as presence, uninvolved with thought, fully disengaged from pondering, however simply resting in openness. Not worrying about the truth that we can’t even discover what it’s that’s resting in openness. Don’t take into consideration that. That’s loopy. In case you’re sleepy, open your eyes and sit up. It’ll preserve you just a little extra alert.
Good. Now can both proceed simply resting like that or discover your individual awakeness. Affirm the awakeness after which, I need you to learn how massive the awakeness is. I don’t imply a quantity like what number of meters it’s or one thing like that. Simply discover how massive it’s. How massive is the awakeness? Go discover the boundary of it. It’s your awakeness. It’s your consciousness. It is best to be capable to discover the boundary of it. So go discover it after which inform me how massive it’s. It’s boundless. You’ll be able to’t discover any boundary. It simply goes on and on and on.
However look, see for your self. Discover the boundary. Issues in consciousness seem to have boundaries. Rooms can have boundaries. Our bodies can seem to have boundaries. However the awakeness itself doesn’t have a boundary. It doesn’t have a ceiling. It doesn’t have a ground. Okay, good. Now simply relaxation once more as boundless awakeness that’s awake and fully comfortable. Uninvolved with thought, uninvolved with any thought.
Good. Now once more, discover your individual awakeness. Bear in mind, it’s not one thing you’ll be able to actually level at. It’s simply expertise itself. The very fact the lights are on within the room of expertise. Discover that. After which we couldn’t discover a boundary and even what’s experiencing, however maybe we will discover a heart or a supply. So, see in the event you can find the supply of awakeness. Possibly there’s like a fountain or one thing within the heart of your head the place awakeness pours out of. So, see in the event you can observe it down. Seize a thread of consciousness and pull on it. Pull on it. Discover the supply of awakeness. The place does it come from? What’s the middle? What’s the origin? One other approach of claiming it’s, are you able to discover a spot that’s extra awake than another spot? And every thing from there simply form of fades slowly and slowly to unconsciousness.
Each spot in expertise is equally awake. There is no such thing as a heart. There’s no origin. There is no such thing as a spot the consciousness is coming from. However don’t consider me. Preserve wanting. Discover it. And if you discover the spot consciousness is coming from, look down into it. And as you’re wanting down into it, ask your self, what’s wanting that’s in another spot than this spot of consciousness? Oops.
Good. Now simply relaxation once more as awakeness. There’s actually no different approach to relaxation. The awakeness is at all times there. Even if you’re asleep, the awakeness is awake. That’s why if there’s an earthquake jolt in the course of your nap, you get up as a result of one thing’s awake the entire time. One thing seen.
Good. Now, simply hearken to the sounds of the room round you. There’s respiration, and there’s some distant visitors, and there’s the sound of the air filters, and there’s my voice, creaks and pops of individuals shifting, and every kind of different issues. No two moments of sound are ever the identical. It’s constantly completely different, constantly altering. Simply open your self up fully and simply let the sound sweep via you as in the event you’re form of clear. After which as earlier than, ask your self what’s listening? After which discover what’s listening. Discover it. And a bizarre factor occurs. You’ll be able to’t discover it. And so there’s simply listening. Simply pay attention. There’s an inconceivable miracle of simply listening. No person doing the listening, and, in a approach, nothing being listened to. There’s simply listening. That’s nonduality.
After which if you’d like one thing just a little more difficult, in a really relaxed approach, simply open your eyes, in the event that they’re not already open. Enable your eyes to be very relaxed, not specializing in something particularly. In reality, permitting the periphery of imaginative and prescient to be as necessary as the middle of imaginative and prescient. You don’t must fixate your gaze, although. Your eyes can transfer if they need. That’s advantageous. And simply pay attention to the brightness. There’s mild, and there’s colour, and there’s shapes, and there’s patterns, and there’s textures. Once more, it’s form of an incomprehensible miracle that it’s occurring in any respect. However on this broad spectrum approach the place the peripheral imaginative and prescient is as necessary as the middle imaginative and prescient, simply let in the entire discipline of sight. After which, once more, discover what’s wanting. What’s wanting? What’s doing all of the seeing? Discover it.
In a humorous approach of describing it, you look again into expertise and you may’t discover what’s wanting. After which remaining conscious that there’s nothing wanting. Preserve wanting. After which all there may be is solely seeing. There’s simply seeing. There’s nobody wanting and nothing to be checked out. There’s simply seeing occurring. However once more, incomprehensibly miraculous seeing that has no boundary and no heart.
And remaining completely clear that there’s no person doing it. Enable the seeing to maintain occurring whilst you additionally enable that listening to we did only a second in the past to proceed. So there’s listening to and seeing with no person doing it, with no boundary and no heart, no supply. Simply huge openness and large awakeness. Awake to expertise with no person there.
After which lastly, looking for who’s making an attempt to do all these items. Who or what’s it that’s making an effort, or making an attempt to do one thing, or looking for one thing, or making an attempt to see or hear one thing? What’s efforting? What’s it that’s doing the hassle? Discover it. It appears to be actually apparent till you truly attempt to pin it down, after which it vanishes. It simply vanishes, and also you’re left with awake presence. Easy, pure, acutely aware, spaciousness, wherein every thing is experiencing itself. Nothing fixates, nothing congeals, nothing crystallizes. It’s simply open.
So from this place of acutely aware awakeness, acutely aware openness, spacious ease, pure presence, centerless, boundarylessness. Enable these seed syllable om to re-arise for some time, and simply trip on the waves of that. Simply stay in a centerless boundaryless awakeness permitting the sound to pour forth.
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Okay, good. Let’s finish that there. However as traditional, discover nothing actually ends, as a result of we weren’t placing ourselves in some form of particular state. So the spacious cognizance is spacious and cognizant. If you wish to, you can’t significantly interact with pondering and all that awakeness and openness and ease continues to be there. Nonetheless completely there. It’s at all times there. So simply discover in this type of second after formal meditation that nothing modified. It’s not like our particular meditation state vanished. And now, okay, now I can return to being distracted and unconscious and simply misplaced in my Twitter feed. It’s nonetheless right here, nonetheless awake.
So, we’ve an actual alternative on the finish of any meditation follow to simply discover that it simply retains going. In a typical meditation follow, which we didn’t do, however in a typical one, you already know, you’re making an attempt to maintain your consideration centered on one thing. Whenever you’re performed with the meditation, you’re not centered on that anymore. And so, you’re performed with the meditation. You’re now centered on different issues. So, these come to an finish. These sorts of meditation begin after which end, which is ok. However in this type of work the place noticing one thing that isn’t an object of consideration, you’ll be able to’t make consciousness an object of consideration. You’ll be able to’t truly have a look at it as a result of it’s wanting.
And so it’s an odd factor, as a result of you’ll be able to’t actually make it a spotlight object, however it could possibly turn into a supply of great stability. So in a typical meditation the place you’re focusing in your respiration, focusing in your physique sensations, or perhaps specializing in a mantra, or specializing in emotions of affection or one thing. You’ve bought an object over right here that you simply’re pointing your consideration at. There it’s. And the factor is to kind of borrow some stability from the article. The objects aren’t actually secure, however in comparison with our consideration, they’re comparatively extra secure. And so, we form of preserve bringing our consideration again to the factor, and ultimately consideration form of stabilizes on the factor. And so, we borrowed some relative stability and it makes our consideration just a little secure. And since usually our consideration is doing that, that feels good. And it’s a highly effective factor to do and it’s a great factor to get good at.
However right here we’re doing one thing completely different as a result of we’re not utilizing our consideration like that. Possibly just a little bit, however at nearly no spot in there was I saying take note of a factor you could take note of. Be awake to awakeness. It’s a really completely different factor than listening to an object, as a result of it’s not an object of consideration. And so if you let go of making an attempt to concentrate to an object, one thing fascinating occurs. You possibly can say, “Properly, my consideration’s simply going to go in all places.” However actually, that’s simply little micro consideration. As an alternative, what you’re noticing is that consciousness itself, awakeness itself, the lights being on within the room of the thoughts is at all times on. And in the event you’re simply noticing that, so to talk, once more, it’s not like you’ll be able to purpose your consideration at it. It’s simply awake, and also you’re conscious of that awakeness, or awake to that consciousness, or no matter you need to say—that doesn’t go away. It’s not like, oh, now I’m listening to this different factor. Now I’m listening to this different factor—as a result of the awakeness is there in all of that. And so, as an alternative of borrowing this relative stability for a couple of minutes to calm the thoughts down just a little bit, you’re discovering a kind of whole stability that doesn’t go away, as a result of the awakeness is simply awake.
And so it’s very fascinating. You might be performed together with your meditation, it’s nonetheless there, nonetheless awake. and also you begin discovering a special form of stability. It’s not the steadiness of consideration. It’s the steadiness of awakeness. And it’s so much simpler. It’s often simply not exhausting. After which, if you wish to, if you wish to—quote unquote—work—at it, then the one factor to do is simply keep awake to the awakeness. Simply preserve noticing that. And you are able to do that on a regular basis. It’s not a particular state of meditation. It’s only a form of remembrance or recognition.
And so there are specific sorts of mindfulness which can be like, effectively, simply keep conscious of your breath, or keep conscious of your toes as you’re strolling round or one thing. All of which is ok, however these are simply objects of consideration. So, they’re going to return and go and are available and go and are available and go. Whereas, I might say a extra profound kind of mindfulness is simply to constantly be awake to your awakeness that doesn’t come and go. You once more, you’ll be able to say, effectively, what about once I’m asleep? It’s nonetheless there whilst you’re asleep. Nonetheless there whilst you’re dreaming. It by no means goes away.
So there’s the chance for a form of steady awakeness that’s truly, weirdly—it’s paradoxical as a result of it’s the obvious fundamental basic backside of the pyramid factor there may be. Completely the other of particular as a result of it is part of each single expertise. Essentially the most mundane expertise, probably the most rarefied expertise, the craziest expertise, probably the most regular expertise, it’s at all times there. So, it’s simply the other of particular. It’s common—nevertheless it’s additionally form of an incomprehensible miracle.
And the extra that you simply do it, the extra you’ll be able to’t even fathom the thriller of it. It simply will get weirder and weirder in a lovely approach. How is it doable that the awakeness is there in any respect? So, on this approach of working, on this nondual approach of working, our meditation doesn’t cease after we’re performed with our meditation. It’s simply steady—or no less than it may be. It’s not likely exhausting to do. It’s simply that we’ve a powerful behavior of being distracted. Now we have a powerful behavior of principally going to sleep.
And that is simply saying, discover you could’t ever truly be asleep. It’s only a kind of distraction. In order that’s what I’ve to say about that. Let’s see what it’s important to say about issues. In case you elevate your hand, you’re indicating that there’s one thing you’d wish to say and we’ll can help you say it, however bear in mind it’s going out reside to the Wild and Woolly Web. And in addition, please be conscious of your speech. So, if in case you have a query or a remark, or one thing that’s arising, or a report, or perhaps simply form of questioning about one thing, please elevate your hand.
Q: Whats up. Stunning session as at all times.
MT: Thanks. Thanks for sitting.
Q: After we’re in that house the place we’re what’s awake, looking for being conscious of what’s awake, I can really feel myself beginning to slide into the attention of like, oh that is boundless. There is no such thing as a heart. And fairly quickly after that my thoughts goes into logical pondering. philosophizing, carry up scientific blah blah blah.
MT: So, so don’t try this, is the reply. You realize, simply actually don’t try this.
Q: It’s fascinating. Each time you mentioned search for the no matter, I may really feel my thoughts sliding into that heady house as an alternative of simply being within the house.
MT: Sure. So, a pair issues. Normally, I exploit the phrase, attempt to discover, which is completely different than search for, though I’ll have mentioned search for a pair occasions. Attempt to discover. And, no less than at first, I saved reminding you, don’t use your reminiscence. Don’t use your logic. Don’t use your pondering. And so, that is the sport. It’s like saying, hey, there’s a tennis ball someplace within the room. Go discover it. It’s not saying, “What are you aware about tennis balls on this room? Have you ever ever realized something about tennis balls and the place they is likely to be?” No—the place is it? Go discover it. Discover it. So, there’s no pondering required. And so, to the extent that you simply preserve making an attempt to do this, there’s your edge—simply chill out each time you try this. You suppose that’s going to assist, nevertheless it’s taking you away.
Q: A time period that saved arising was turbulence. It simply provides turbulence to the state.
MT: Yeah. Or much more than that.. It’s actually the mistaken path. Now we have a powerful behavior of making an attempt to strategy issues that approach. And there’s numerous issues that can not be approached that approach. It seems that if we need to design some form of ramjet, we actually need to suppose like that.
Q: The expertise was fascinating as a result of it felt like I used to be in a position to lock into the breadth of the totality of consciousness.
MT: Are you able to do it proper now? It’s nonetheless there.
Q: Proper. Okay, there it’s.
MT: Sure, thanks for sharing. It’s only a robust behavior. And so the excellent news is, retraining it is extremely simple as a result of awakeness is at all times there and, truly, the pondering takes numerous effort. And so there’s a sure energy in the truth that all it’s important to do is chill out. So it can study in a short time to simply chill out as an alternative and simply be awake. Okay. Superior.
Q: Oh, there was a second if you mentioned there’s simply consciousness that’s nondual.
MT: I’m simply ensuring that my key phrases get in there for the transcript. Simply kidding.
Q: It looks like once I’m often interested by consciousness, I’m pondering of my consciousness, however my query is that the sensation of consciousness is rarely mine, it’s simply instantly related to all consciousness.
MT: Properly, certain perhaps. Though that’s some extent of rivalry. However what we will say is, what’s the reference of the phrase, “my? Discover the reference. Okay, it’s a signifier. What does it signify? The place is that this mine? Who’s the individual that says that is my consciousness? Discover that particular person.
Q: Okay. The rationale it feels so optimistic to me proper now could be it feels prefer it’s speedy, versus I have to construct consciousness to get to the purpose to grasp that every one issues are related. It appears extra like with this understanding, it’s like the sensation of consciousness is that computerized connection to all beings.
MT: Yeah. The non-separation is the purpose. Okay. The non-separation is the purpose. You’ll be able to’t discover a me over right here that’s separate from a you over there or a factor over there. That’s the entire dualistic assemble. Oh, there’s a me over right here who’s a having an expertise of a you over there. Properly, search for the me over right here. You’ll be able to’t truly discover one. And as quickly as you’ll be able to’t discover it, it means the over there may be not there both. However we’re not sitting in a nihilistic void—expertise is occurring. That’s the fascinating half. Okay. Yeah. It’s whole connection, nevertheless it’s exhausting to say what’s being related to what.
Q: Hello. You famous that on the finish of our meditation, it doesn’t cease. And, throughout this sit, and as I’ve been making an attempt to weave the follow into on a regular basis life and stuff, there may be this recognition that there’s an consciousness that’s, in a single sense, actually mundane, as a result of if I believe again—this has occurred numerous occasions throughout my life. I’ve by no means seen that cease, nevertheless it does really feel like one thing begins throughout the sit. It will probably occur time and again—many occasions a minute.
MT: Proper, as a result of it’s doable to be distracted from it. Yeah. And, in reality, we might name that going into unconsciousness. Though, after all, by the usual definition of the phrase acutely aware, you’re nonetheless acutely aware, however we’re going into unconsciousness of the reflective awakeness.
Q: So, sooner or later, does that cease occurring, the distraction?
MT: Sure. That’s certainly the purpose. And it doesn’t simply flip—it’s like little by little, fewer and fewer occasions within the day are you misplaced into that form of unconsciousness. And within the conventional approach of speaking about it, that’s the basic problem. Now we have kleshas. Now we have attraction and aversion and all that. However all of these issues cut back down to 1 factor which is simply unconsciousness—that kind of lostness. And so every time, we simply come again to being conscious of our personal awakeness, awake to our personal consciousness, we’re getting on the root, completely the foundation of the difficulty and coming again to simply right here.
Q: We will keep acutely aware of that even whereas utilizing your mobile phone?
MT: It’s exhausting.
Q: Thanks.
MT: What else is happening on the market?
Q: Whenever you have been asking us to go discover the various things, there have been a couple of occasions the place I didn’t attempt to discover it. I simply mentioned mentally, say what? As an alternative of looking for the attention, there was simply this sense of, oh effectively, it’s there—similar to that. I can’t discover it so I didn’t I didn’t search for it. Is that okay?
MT: It relies upon. A pair occasions, no less than as soon as, I informed you not to do this. Like, if you already know you could’t discover it, look anyway. Look anyway. Why? As a result of in the event you’re simply sitting within the thought of not discovering it, you’re not doing it. Proper now, you’re simply in an idea, which is simply as dangerous as another idea. You’re in your pondering. So there’s one thing actually necessary about wanting and never discovering many times and once more till you might be satisfied within the marrow of your bones that regardless of how exhausting you look, you’ll by no means discover it. And then you definitely look once more and you continue to don’t discover it. There’s a sure form of experiential conviction that comes from that that’s fairly completely different than simply understanding as an thought. However, as I mentioned, it relies upon, as a result of, alternatively, I don’t know, perhaps you could have that experiential conviction, and also you’re simply, okay, I’m simply sitting right here, awake. So it relies upon.
Q: Thanks.
MT: However you already know, all these strategies, each single factor we’re doing, every thing that each meditation is making an attempt to do is to get you to interrupt out of all of the completely different packing containers of ideas, and simply come into expertise. And since all of us are misplaced in several sorts of ideas, and completely different sorts of packing containers, and contracted into completely different conceptualities, and congealed round entire different thought programs, completely different practices are required for various individuals to open up in several methods. And even me describing it like that’s now a brand new field and idea that individuals can get caught up in. So we simply preserve smashing it and preserve smashing it and preserve smashing it until one in every of nowadays you cease doing that, and simply get up to simply current exterior of a digital world in your head. Everybody’s misplaced in a dream. Get up. That’s why it’s not sufficient to simply, within the dream, go, I do know I’m in a dream. No. Get up. In order that’s what I’m making an attempt to say.
Q: Okay
Q: Hello. Thanks a lot. You form of answered my query, however simply in case you didn’t reply part of my query, I’m going to ask it anyway. How do you then cope with inside defiance, however within the sense of if you’re looking. It’s within myself. It’s simply that part of me will get defiant. It’s like I already know the reply. Which I don’t, however no matter it’s to love my very own perception system, it’s like, oh, you already know, for me it’s like, oh, it was God. That’s why I can do that and blah blah blah. And I used to be like, “Okay, effectively, perhaps I’ll preserve looking.” And it was similar to an inside defiance. I’m like, “Oh, no. I already know.” So, how do you progress via that?
MT: Properly, see the place that will get you.
Q: Nowhere. I already know that. Proper.
MT: Properly, apparently not. Proper? So, in different phrases, you’ve bought to run with the defiance till you’re simply uninterested in the truth that the defiance doesn’t go wherever as a result of it’s simply operating round in its personal little cage anyway. So, it’s important to be satisfied of the pointlessness of it. And you might simply must run round in a circle a pair million extra occasions till you’re like, okay, I may defy all I need and I’m nonetheless right here. So, it’s like that with every thing in a approach. In a approach, that is why you’ll be able to’t, in a a lot bigger body, or in a extra grandiose scheme of issues, you’ll be able to’t carry—there’s 30 some individuals within the room right here, not 30,000. That’s as a result of you’ll be able to’t get individuals to do that till they already acknowledge that every one the opposite stuff is pointless on some degree. There’s a factor you’ll be able to’t get at by doing all that different stuff. It’s not that it’s pointless in its personal phrases, nevertheless it doesn’t get you the factor. And so, at a sure level, you’re like, you already know, my cranium is damaged from beating towards the wall. I’ve bought to do one thing completely different. And so that you come and sit in a room the place somebody’s like, discover your thoughts, and also you begin to go, okay, and one thing else is feasible right here. However, there’s nonetheless threads there—the whole being is just not satisfied but. Okay.
That’s why within the Buddhist custom, within the Hindu custom, what do you begin out with? You begin out with hey, you’re going to die quickly. Hey, you higher get your head into the sport right here since you’re simply spinning your wheels and life is draining out the underside of the hourglass. So, they’re making an attempt to love, come on, it’s not working, is it? Let’s do one thing completely different. And so, right here, simply relying on the truth that anybody who reveals up right here might be already at that place, and since it’s not the final faith. So, in a technique of answering your query, I might simply say you simply gotta get uninterested in it. I’m undecided there’s a weapon towards the defiance. It’s similar to okay, defy away—that is you speaking to your self, not me speaking to you—defy away, defiance. I’ll wait so that you can get drained. Okay.
Q: Thanks. Yeah.
Q: You have been instructing us to disengage from thought, then turn into awake, and discover and seek for awakeness, consciousness, me all these items.
MT: Yeah, I might say that I used to be encouraging you to disengage from thought and see that if you try this what’s left is awakeness. Not making an attempt to turn into awake, what’s left is awakeness.
Q: Okay? So if we’re striving to be awake and be much less distracted in totality, in these moments the place we’re engaged with ideas, whether or not you’re having a dialog with somebody, otherwise you’re creating one thing, otherwise you’re instructing individuals to do one thing, how do these how does participating in thought and being awake factor coales into one factor? I used to be then interested by that as I used to be participating in thought, creating this query that I’m asking, and it felt like you possibly can nearly be awake with the ideas. However I’m curious the way you would possibly describe how these issues form of coalesce into one factor.
MT: You completely can. It’s simply that it’s tougher. So that you first, it’s often for most individuals a lot simpler to seek out it exterior of engagement with the thought. After which as you get actually snug with that recognition of the openness and the awakeness, then you can begin noticing that that doesn’t go away when the ideas come up—no less than it doesn’t must. That takes extra confidence and extra readability. The ideas are simply as awake as anything, however we might be distracted by the content material. So, ultimately the entire concept that there’s anyone in there who’s doing this factor known as pondering is gone anyway at the beginning—it’s only a fantasy anyway. There’s no little particular person in your head. There is no such thing as a little particular person in your head. So, every thing’s simply popping out the entrance of your face to start with. So, simply recover from that fantasy.
All proper, let’s meditate. I’ll shut up. Thanks on your questions and feedback and curiosity and engagement. What we are going to do now could be have about 5 minutes or so of simply silent meditation.
All proper. Thanks for popping out on this chilly and wet night time to meditate with me at Alembic. Thanks everyone.
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